to take or not to ?

This i wrote when I got the offer letter from SACON :

i knew iam disturbing you too much.. but listen to me - i hope iam not in any depression or something man - i know all this will get over soon - now if i go to soimbatore what will happen to mrs. siva (my mother )?... shud i or shudnt i take her with me ?... she wants to come with me - i know i cant be in peace if she comes with me - but she will be alone and my sis and b-inlaw will not take her with them, - my sis wants to ask bharath about this - but she hesitates to do this - i dont know why there isnt love between a hus and wife?.. why cant they freely discuss about their own parents ?..that way pradeep is very nice nice person ,,,he just told me openly i can have my mother with me -- what is the use oflove between then?.. tell me just - tell me .

Iam just getting irritated with all these relationships and the blankets they are into...

And now tell me shud i take my amma with m to coimbatore or not?..If i ask here to stay with me in ahostel - she is not agreeing , she wants to take aorooma dn cook an help me - junk and compeltely junk.

okay let me see... i will make her agree to my point and take her to a hostel only - for 3 months time who will shift everything there?.. stupid stuff.. and i dont want her to cook and do all grooming to me iam not a kid and she is also not a young woman to do all this stuff, she shud take rest by this age.

okay , i got no extra money to just do all this typing - iam happy you exist. bye for now and byeeeee