Caught nowhere...

1 pm, 27th Sep 2005, Foyer
Well, I am all tired and exhausted.
I had always wanted to do my study report in Wildlife offense in India and the gaps in it.
Unfortunately I am afraid it might turn out into a social study, rather than a study looking into the policy gaps.
I have an appointment in an hour to meet my course director to discuss this issue. I am not sure whether I am coping up with the competition and peers.
Luckily my course director Dr. Malone is a very supportive and sensible person that I am able to get some support and guidance from her.
Sometimes I do have a negative feeling about the course, whether it is killing my time and I might be left without any time for preparing for IFS ? I am not sure of the amount of risk I take sometimes in my life.
Till this moment, it has been only every minute risk taking. This moment I live is a risk… in many views.
As a woman, it is a high risk…
I have no plans to marry (so no dependence on another soul)
I have no plans to die (so no escapism)
I have no plans to do a clerk job (No avoidance)
I guess I will end up nowhere.
See you.