money sucks

I knew I had been spending a lots of money these days, but i havent told my mother about that; Now that the stt has reached my home, i had to confess about the 3000 i had sent for tsunami relief or whatever... and some more expenditures i made ... i understand its my mistake, i feel sick sometimes thinking about money... money is such a big factor, sometimes i start hating my family for asking what i did with the 2 rupees i was given by them.i dont wish to write anything as of now, bye